17/08/12 lonely day

Alone again
Everytime when I alone, sure will make me feel bad. I just finish my lunch alone at food court.

I've been  everywhere searching for you babe, searching for you babe. Where have you been all my life. All my life. Where have you been all for life.....

I very tired already to search the right. Last week I told I found already. Unfortunately H is not. H please forgive me. I know you avoiding me. I already told you I ok already, cannt you trust me for the last time ? I treat you as my best friend only. I miss our days at mcdonalds. Now no more.

I really need somebody to love wo wo. Lonely, I Mr. Lonely, I have no body all is my own.

Finally break up

Or rather do not start anything yet ? 1 side of love is not consider love. Tonight the saddest night i ever have. Finally we make it clear to each other. The reality really very hurt me, as no one in this world can accept me who i am. A person want to try to be in love with someone, however fail. What happen all this is not i wanted to. I just cannot control my mind. After delete all messages, unfriend in.facebook and hp numbers. I still cannot calm my mind down. Tears fall down like no body business.  H, I will try to change my mind. I hope i able to do so.