I always thought that I am on the right track to become a perfect and successful person. These days, I started to realise that I am not ! I am very far slower than my peers those same age with me and those around my age. They all already achieved a lot of things.
I like to compare my self with others, as this will drives me to improve further. Remember schooling time, Iused to be in the last grade class, after Form 3, I joined a grade 2 class then my exam result improve tremendously. Then, I realised the chinese proverbs.
Just yesterday, I saw H twice, once in the bank when the place I know his name is H after few year know him. The second, at the parking lot. He wave his hand to me while walking towards his big car. I just realised this guy more successful than me by having a big car. I can not recognise what car is that as I chatting with my bos and another man. I keep on asking my self that H is far younger that me, how can afford to such a big car like that. Is he inherent rich or he simply drive his boss car ? Anyway, I started to feel very jealous why peers around me are all more successful than me.
Another one is my schoolmate.
After this awareness, I think it is the time for me to compete with others more intensively, so that I back to my right track.
